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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
in office right now.. dozing off.. so exhausted.works are piling up and never seems to finish. since 8.15am. talked to my colleague earlier and discovered lotsa ugly stuffs here. beginning to wonder if it's worth to work hard here. but i am so responsible that i think i will continue to work how i work. haha. you can labelled this as - Yuan Ze - is for my own benefits i reckon, i take pride, i learnt.. at the end of the day, knowledge and experience belongs to me..
my eyes really seeing stars now. so take time off to spout some nonsense here. cause got to work LATE later. looking forward to someday when i can bring my nieces and nephews out. would like to spend more time with them.. they are so adorable!! i realised family is very impt now. it's never too late to realise anything. so i think i better treasure all the time i have with them. especially since i am settling down next yr end.. i am gonna miss them, esp my niece :( i wonder how often can i see her and whether will she 'forget' her xiao yi. i will be so-very-the sad if she forgets me.. cause she has been with me since baby... i hope she will still talk to me, share with me abt her school, friends, anything. i will be there for her, definately! as i see my parents aged, i looked back and thot of all the silly things i had done before.. to make them worry. so bad. thou i m not too bad but im sure as parents, they were very worried for me when i was younger.. so moral of the story is - dun disappoint ur love ones. dun disappoint ur parents. even its never too late but life is short. once gone means gone. u may never be able to compensate it.... |