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Saturday, October 4, 2008
today is oct the 4th. i think i was rejected. so demoralised. i told J that i didnt think i did well anyway cause what im doing are crap anyway. didnt sound too convincing myself either. 3 mre mths to bonus.. hope i can wait till den. everyday so bz with work but i dont see any meaning behind all these hard work. its very frustrating when you knw u can do betta elsewhere yet is not given a opportunity to. best is my current company trying to take adv of the situation/me.
ANYWAY.. not done yet with my assignment. crap. wonder when i can finish when i have yet to pen anything. really nothing.tmr hopefully i can make it to the ofc to clear those meaningless work so Mon i can ve peace. tmr will have to do some visiting..prior to that, my family n cuzzins will be going to F's hse. today is aldy the 4th day of Hari Raya.. time flies. good.. den i can get my bonus real quick!really cnt stand every single mins or seconds in tat ofc of mine. Kaoz.. those pple.. those faces. see aldy also want to puke. SHE is coming back to ofc soon... the thot of if really *&(#% . she n her f____ voice. i think the sound of violin sound better. pray hard she will be on long medical leave or watever.. evil me but really. she is not wanted in the ofc anyway. ....Speechless... |